I feel like I am almost there but I just need to learn how to LET GO! , I don’t know why I feel this urge to hold back when I know that there is nothing wrong with squirting. Am I afraid of the mess? am I afraid of how it will look? I don’t know but I need to keep on trying and hopefully one day I will feel relaxed and let go of all my thoughts and just enjoy the miracle of it all.

Learning to squirt video diary

I have had so many people say positive things about me trying to learn and deep down inside I know it’s kind of hot lol even though I tell everyone I come across that I talked to about this that it’s not.

I have watched many vid’s and read many posts on how to do it and how to get to that point no return and that’s all good & well but most of it just don’t work on me , I have even come to the point where I place a blind fold over my face so I cannot see anything around me and just concentrate on what I am doing.

Using toys while learning to squirt is a must have!

My point of all this is I need everyone’s help !! I need you guys to tell me what you think will work or has worked !

I swear the moment that I learn and get good at it I will be posting a vid right here for the world to see

Thanks everyone !

loves , kisses

Sandra Syn

Celebrity Porn Star Sandra Syn is sick and tired of the ‘lies’ pouring out of Tila Tequila’s mouth.

Sandra has openly shared with us everything she knows on Tila and wants everyone to know.

”It all started when i heard of Casey’s passing, since i met Casey years ago at a party and talked to her for a while but fell out of touch with her over the years; i was very upset to hear what happened to her involving all of the pills and drugs.
I went on my twitter to offer my condolences to Tila just to find her rants and raves about the Hilton and Johnson family.   I could not believe what I was seeing, her so called fiance just died and all she cared about was herself and how Nicki took her dogs away and supposedly was going to put them down and bury them with Casey .”

“After I viewed everything she was posting I came to the conclusion that she is either bi-polar or just plain crazy!  She is a pathological liar and every time someone steps up and exposes her lie she comes up with a new one and a sob sorry to go with it .  I have called her out on pretty much everything and this was before Casey even died.”

One of the biggest things going on right now is that Tila Nguyen is telling everyone that she is pregnant and plans on having the baby.  Tila has even gone as far as selling Radar Online a ultrasound picture to prove that its hers.

Sandra says-

“This is false as well, she would have had to get pregnant in November to have seen the heart beat a few days ago which means she cheated on Casey and she is now saying that the father is or use to be famous but last week the father was a war hero who served in the war for 10 years. She also said she is marrying this man ! so much for loving Casey hey !!”

Sandra Syn says there is no baby at all and that this is the third time Tila has said she’s been pregnant.  “The picture that she sold to radar online is a fake this is not a real ultrasound picture.  An ultrasound picture consists of a few things (a full legal last name and first name , how many weeks the fetus is, the hospital name, the date, how big the baby is… ) there is nothing like that on the picture she gave to radar online and any who thinks this is real is just as stupid as she is.”

Tila Tequila got herself into a bad spotlight over the last few months and is now trying to get out of it by saying she’s having a baby and retiring from Hollywood.  As Sandra says, Tila is a pathelogical liar and is just continually lying to get herself out of past lies.

From Tila Tequila’s website-

“So goodbye Hollywood. It’s been a fun ride being here with you all.  I have had a lot of great memories of “LIVING IN THE LIMELIGHT” however, at this point……I have seen how vicious living in the limelight can be and it is not something I want anymore. So with that said:

TILA TEQUILA HAS OFFICIALLY RETIRED FROM HOLLYWOOD!”

Check out what Tila has posted on her website , she really doesn’t seem like she’s fit to be a mother anyways but to everyone reading this, i’m sure that’s obvious enough already.

Info on Sandra Syn-

Sandra Syn is a porn star, business owner and fashion designer.  She has been working in the adult industry for 5 years and has put out many dvd’s and has been featured on over 1,000 websites.  She has been a fashion designer for the last 3 years and runs a clothing store called Syn’s Clothing.  She also runs Synfull Media.  Sandra is friends with many popular celebrities in Hollywood such as Hugh Hefner, Heidi Montag and Spencer Pratt, Courtenay Semel and many others.  If you would like to see Sandra Syn’s NSFW website please copy and paste sandrasyn.com into your browser.